My Very Public, Private Book

My Very Public, Private Book

If I Loved You Like He

I don’t know you.

I don’t know you and I won’t pretend I do.

I don’t know what you look like. I don’t know your fears and your dreams. I don’t know who you want to be. I don’t know why you are reading this…

But God knows.

He knows what your eyes have seen. He knows who you will become. He knows what you’ve told no one. He knows your passions. He knows your secrets.

He knows you.

And He loves you.

If I knew you like He did, my heart would rip apart. It would not be able to contain His love for you. It is too great. Too vast. Too deep.

I would see every detail of your frame. I would know your thoughts. I would feel the joy you feel. I would feel the pain. I would feel the fear and hope my arms around you would melt it all away.

But you wouldn’t know.

You would be oblivious to the unending love for you.

You would continue to worry and continue to fret. You would continue to choose your own path. You would want

and need

and ask

and plead

till all that was left was brokenness on her knees.

If I loved you like He, I would never leave. I would never leave you when you turned away from Me. I would run

and sprint

and leap

and reach

ever after your heart, your life, your all.

I would tell you that you were made beautiful. That mistakes were never made when I created you. That you don’t need to be afraid because I am with you. That I just wish you would believe me when I told you

I love you.

I know you.

I love you.

You are beautiful.

I love you.

You are breathtaking.

I love you.

You are my favorite.

I love you.

You are mine.

My child.

My beloved.

I love you.

Till the next chapter,
Katya

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