It’s late.

I was sitting here praying that I would become the woman my boyfriend needs and wants, when it dawned on me that this is the wrong prayer. It’s too limited. Instead, I asked God to make me the woman of HIS dreams so that I can become the woman the world needs.

I so desire this.

To change, to mature, to grow in God. “Mold me”, is my cry. As a potter would with clay, I pray God would mold me into His daughter, the one He dreamed I would become when He originally formed me. I want to be her…

The daughter of HIS dreams.

My Lord, my life is yours. Nothing matters. Only you. You and me together forever. Remember when you told me this God? Always and forever, you and me together. Lover of my soul, you are. Lord of my life, you are. Everything to me, you are.

I love you, my sweet King.

I need you. I can’t, without you. Come God. Come with power, come with angels, come with Your glory and reign over my life. It’s yours. In a heartbeat, it’s yours. More, I need more of your sweet aroma. Your presence is intoxicating.

Addicting.

Free me from the bondage I’ve allowed to rule over me. Lies. Sin. Whatever it is. All choices I alone made out of my freewill. Choices lead by flesh and not by Your Spirit or truth. These lies grew roots in my mind. What was once a seed, became weeds, poisoning my thoughts with words misaligned according to Your thoughts and…

Your Words.

Help me Papa, to break free. What is truth? What is freedom? I only need a word from your lips to uproot that which strangles my thoughts.

TRUTH SETS YOU FREE

Daughter, you are loved. Always by Me. When you wake up, I smile knowing you will enjoy another day I made for you. I delight in you. Nothing will change that.

Daughter, I am pleased with you. You are strong and wise and mighty for my kingdom. You bring my heart gladness. I love you, my beloved Katya.

I am loved
For All I Am
and all I am not
unconditionally
Every Single Day
for all of
Eternity

The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth.
(Psalm 145:18)

So Jesus said to the Jews who had believed him, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples, and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
(John 8:31-32)

Till the next chapter,
Katya